12.03.08
I have been censoring myself about certain things for a long time. It comes from the fact that I used to have a live journal. I went through a disgusting divorce which I am sure I will spill onto this site at another time however back to the live journal...
I had this journal online that I wrote in to get my feelings out and to express my sadness, happiness whatever. Well my ex broke into my laptop and found it and printed out all the pages of basically my diary and presented them in court. Some of my poetry was used against me in my divorce case. I could not believe that my poem, a work of fiction was used against me and read in open court. Ever since that day I deleted my online journal and stopped saying anything that I felt really to anyone.
Skip to years later and present day and now I have nothing to lose.
I have already lost everything.
